Do you know that feeling of upmost
happiness? Just a happy feeling that you could just burst? Not necessarily jumping
around and wearing a big grin on your face, but an intense satisfied feeling?
I’m having a moment like that. Just came
home from work, just a normal day, did some frustrating job, and then, as you are preparing to close
off, your boss comes sitting at your little 4-tabled bock and starts asking
questions about your faith and religion and the Bible. Now, he does that more
often, sometimes he just makes little references to the Bible or my believe,
but every once in a while he really just wants to talk and question and jump on
the trampoline. (Rob Bell, Velvet Elvis)
I just love that! It makes me remember why
I am here on earth and why I am working at this company.
Then, I come home, did some administrative
stuff, had some food, put on some music, read some that might help me to answer
the difficult questions and all the while having that feeling. It is almost
like being in love. Wait, so is this what they mean with ‘falling in love with
Jesus’?
Is it?
Is this it?
I know I want to feel this more often.
Sigh.