Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Happiness



Do you know that feeling of upmost happiness? Just a happy feeling that you could just burst? Not necessarily jumping around and wearing a big grin on your face, but an intense satisfied feeling?


I’m having a moment like that. Just came home from work, just a normal day, did some frustrating  job, and then, as you are preparing to close off, your boss comes sitting at your little 4-tabled bock and starts asking questions about your faith and religion and the Bible. Now, he does that more often, sometimes he just makes little references to the Bible or my believe, but every once in a while he really just wants to talk and question and jump on the trampoline. (Rob Bell, Velvet Elvis)


I just love that! It makes me remember why I am here on earth and why I am working at this company.

Then, I come home, did some administrative stuff, had some food, put on some music, read some that might help me to answer the difficult questions and all the while having that feeling. It is almost like being in love. Wait, so is this what they mean with ‘falling in love with Jesus’?


Is it?


Is this it?


I know I want to feel this more often.


Sigh.